Poems by Star Myers
Letting go:
I find myself
Living in the past
Holding onto a love
That did not last
Always dreaming of you
And the times we shared
Back when you were here
To show me you cared
But now your gone
And deep down I know
That maybe I should
Just let you go
I would if only
I could find a way
To quit living in the past
And start living today
Never:
I never thought
The days could feel so empty
I never thought
You could live without me
I never thought
You would really go
I never dreamed when asked
You'd say no
I never pictured
A day without you by my side
I never knew
You'd have a secret to hide
I never believed
You'd find another
I always believed
We'd have each other
Eternity:
What does eternity mean?
What can I do or say?
How to explain the infinite mind
The length of an endless day
Picture, my darling, a mound of sand
A mile long, high and wide
Each year a bird takes a grain of dust
Out of the mounds side
Millions of days will pass by ere
The birds work is all done
Even with all these millions of years
Eternity's just begun
Eternity has no hours-no days
Time will then cease to be
We'll be at home in our kingdom
Loved everlastingly
One is stopped:
I am so angry
The pain never stops
I must watch my baby
Suffer in silence
As the man who abused her
Plays head games
Berates and chastices her
For telling
I can’t concentrate
As I think of what he has done
how does he rate
Life....
How can someone so evil
Appear to have the world
I believe in God’s will
But severely lack patience
When does he fall
I know throughout time they all do
But for now he appears to have it all
And she lives in terror
But I will await
Destinys course
And his final fate
As one abuser is stopped!
Surviving:
We all have challenges to face
its a test of our strength
Were always searching for our place
never knowing if we found it
The last year has been challenging
The days were hard
the nights never ending
But I survived 100%
I still see rainbows
I still feel love
and the whole world knows
I can survive and overcome
I fight with myself everyday
for the strength to move forward as the losses are so raw
but I pray for him to show me the way
to overcome and find who he wants me to be
In the meantime I let go of yesterdays
I cant get a do over
Not sure I would anyway
But I need to make peace in the present
Only look forward to tomorrow
and save what needs saving
To let go of the sorrow
Make peace with my choices and forgive.
All I do know is I am a Survivor!!!
Copyright 2011 Star Myers. All Rights Reserved
I find myself
Living in the past
Holding onto a love
That did not last
Always dreaming of you
And the times we shared
Back when you were here
To show me you cared
But now your gone
And deep down I know
That maybe I should
Just let you go
I would if only
I could find a way
To quit living in the past
And start living today
Never:
I never thought
The days could feel so empty
I never thought
You could live without me
I never thought
You would really go
I never dreamed when asked
You'd say no
I never pictured
A day without you by my side
I never knew
You'd have a secret to hide
I never believed
You'd find another
I always believed
We'd have each other
Eternity:
What does eternity mean?
What can I do or say?
How to explain the infinite mind
The length of an endless day
Picture, my darling, a mound of sand
A mile long, high and wide
Each year a bird takes a grain of dust
Out of the mounds side
Millions of days will pass by ere
The birds work is all done
Even with all these millions of years
Eternity's just begun
Eternity has no hours-no days
Time will then cease to be
We'll be at home in our kingdom
Loved everlastingly
One is stopped:
I am so angry
The pain never stops
I must watch my baby
Suffer in silence
As the man who abused her
Plays head games
Berates and chastices her
For telling
I can’t concentrate
As I think of what he has done
how does he rate
Life....
How can someone so evil
Appear to have the world
I believe in God’s will
But severely lack patience
When does he fall
I know throughout time they all do
But for now he appears to have it all
And she lives in terror
But I will await
Destinys course
And his final fate
As one abuser is stopped!
Surviving:
We all have challenges to face
its a test of our strength
Were always searching for our place
never knowing if we found it
The last year has been challenging
The days were hard
the nights never ending
But I survived 100%
I still see rainbows
I still feel love
and the whole world knows
I can survive and overcome
I fight with myself everyday
for the strength to move forward as the losses are so raw
but I pray for him to show me the way
to overcome and find who he wants me to be
In the meantime I let go of yesterdays
I cant get a do over
Not sure I would anyway
But I need to make peace in the present
Only look forward to tomorrow
and save what needs saving
To let go of the sorrow
Make peace with my choices and forgive.
All I do know is I am a Survivor!!!
Copyright 2011 Star Myers. All Rights Reserved